

EMILYYou went awayEMILY
So may days ago I just dont know How to survive I wish you were still alive Just to hear just one more word But I know that absurd I know I wont see your smile again I know you no longer feel pain I hope you made it to the perfect place I hope by the gates I see your face For you shall not but I shall age Im still here in this cage But now all alone


coldI dont shed a tear People say I am cold Cause I held back the fear The fear of loss the fear of pain The fear that it might happen againcold
The fear of betrayal
The fear that I might fail The fear I m not enough The fear that I dont have the right stuff The fear things are too much for me
The fear I m not who I m ment to be The fear life is more real then I would like it to be The fear of being alone
The fear of the unknown The fear that its my fault The fear that I dont feel anything
The fear


a new dayTo my dear Erin As the sun rises it reminds me it reminds me that there is a new day to love you there is a new day to hold you that the world will not stop for mea new day
but time will stand still when you hold me that there is a new day to wipe tears from your face a new day to comfort you a new day that you and i might become one a new day to settle down with you a new day to say i love you with all that i havea
new day to make our own
a new day to miss you a new day to melt your heart
a new day
because yesterday is now gone but still remembered a


Dancing in the RainSitting on the porch watching the sun streaming down on the lawn Wilting the already brown grass Sitting there sad and uncertain Waiting for something that seems as if it will never come Not daring to run out into the bright light for fear of being seen For fear of being out in the open When slowly a roll of thunder passes overheadDancing in the Rain
You see the dark clouds quickly rolling in Suddenly a down pour begins You watch as the people of the city pull out their umbrellas
Running for cover As the last person disappears and the outside world becomes vacant You run out
Standi


MemoriesGingerbread men, chocolate éclairs, freddo frogs and bullseyes. Sweets lots of sweets, Gran was like my own personal sweetshop. Whenever I wanted a sweet she would feed me from her personal stash, even if Daddy had said no first. Shed pass me the sweet then shuffle off to join pa winking at me. Shed stand behind him twirling his hair in her fingers. They were so cute together.Memories
Twenty years on and the house is still standing there. The windows are now like soulless eyes not warm and happy like it used to be. I open the front door and get showered by dust. Coughing and spluttering I make my way into the lounge room


The Only OneForgetting Remembering Which is harder? Forgetting hurts Remembering hurts The thought of forgetting you makes me cry But remembering you tears me apart I thought things were final, but were they? Did I misinterpret the foriegn language which you speak? Did I assume things that are and never were? I pain myself every chance, waiting Begging Chancing Just to catch a glimpse of you as you walk past me in the hall Just to hear your name, and say it myself as I lie in bed during the moonlit hours After you were gone I never forgot the look you gave me when yThe Only One


WatchWatch.Watch
Wait.
Act.
You watch the monster grow within him. You watch it consume him. You watch him become something he fears. You watch him fight.
You wait for him to talk. You wait for his cry of desperation. You wait for him to accept your offer for assistance. You wait for him to come round.
You've acted, Acted out your story for him, You've acted out of desperation.
But still he struggles, He fights himself, He wants to talk but wont. You pray he comes round.
You watch. You wait.
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